My next step...

 Things are happening so fast on my end these days. I never would I have experienced being promoted twice in one year, and never did I think that I would be around for multiple strikes around the city. SAG-AFTRA, WGA, the City of Los Angeles, and the hotel workers around the city.

This week has been a rough one for the simple factor of working too much. Too much time with the 
"Billionaires Boy's Club" earlier this week wiped me out. I'm ready for a vacation, and I'll be doing so soon.

I'm still craving doing nude modeling...but now isn't the time for it to happen. I want to complete two projects before I turn 55 in less than two years from now...I'm working out, but I know that my body will only be able to compete with the younger generation for so long...before I have to hang it up for good.

Very contemplative at this point of my life.

A minute...

I miss being able to take selfies like this...
 

Lamenting the past...

I miss being able to be free and do photo shoots semi-nude and not have a care in the world. I loved the freedom...I don't have it anymore...and it bothers me.

 

It's been a minute...

A few more...

 

Posting another set of random picss/GIFs from the past...

 Another post...

Posting a few shots from the past...

 Just posting a few shots and a gif from the past...Nothing no one hasn't seen before...

Keeping things in perspective...

 These last few weeks have been a challenge and then some. After losing one of my close friends at the office, and lost another relative later on during the week...It makes you think about the future a little more than just trying to get money and acquire things on a daily basis. In fact, this time frame of my life has taught me to scale back in terms of gains from a material standpoint. 

In two weeks, I'll be 53 years old, and after having to deal with so many "adulting" issues, I would like to take a break, but I know that is unrealistic. I have to work on building the future between my girlfriend and I, and go forward from there.